@Anonymous

I have a crush on a twitch streamer. He's korean and lives in korea. I've been following him for over 2 years now. I'm going to korea this summer on a school trip and he suggested we meet, which is shocking. I sort of put it out there before but I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable. So I keep fantasizing about meeting him in my mind. Of course we are just friends and I would absolutely never do anything to him or say anything to him to make him feel uncomfortable. But deep down, I've been in love with him for awhile now. He's literally everything I want and I haven't felt this way about anyone in years.

I don't think he'd ever see me in that way, so I'm going to keep my feelings to myself of course, but in my dreams, he's always there. I even dreamed about him last night. It's crazy how much he's on my mind. I don't have any expectations for us meeting or anything. But just to see him face to face will be enough to me. I love him so much. I really hope that I can meet someone different instead of fanning over him like this, but my heart is so much in love.